Return of the revenge of the smut post

[imaginemeandyuu]

[the last one got too big.]

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[hallucinogenetic]

[. . . mouth twisting a little. but just. nodding]

[imaginemeandyuu]

I don't know if you understand. It's not just your looks.

[hallucinogenetic]

. . . you're biased.

[imaginemeandyuu]

No. I just know you better than anyone else.

[hallucinogenetic]

[. . . shudders and leans forward, forehead on Alma's shoulder]

I'm nothing like that.

[imaginemeandyuu]

[slides his fingers through Kanda's hair, slowly] Yes, you are. You love so much more brightly and strongly and consistently than anyone. You are fiercely loyal. You look at everything with clear eyes, unmuddied by complications.

[hallucinogenetic]

. . .

[imaginemeandyuu]

And it's just sometimes I see you and I can't think of anything else except how amazing you are. How brilliantly sharp and clear your eyes are. You just totally take my breath away, Yuu.

[hallucinogenetic]

[looks up at him uncertainly. not rebuking him, but just sort of with an expression like he doesn't know how to take those words. as if nobody's ever said anything like that to him]

[which, you know. they haven't.]

[imaginemeandyuu]

I could stare at you forever just to take in every detail. To learn every little thing I never knew about. To revisit everything I did. To just. Experience you over and over with my eyes.

[hallucinogenetic]

. . . you're allowed. We have time.

[lifts a hand to Alma's jaw]

Even if I think you're delusional.

[imaginemeandyuu]

You don't really think I am.

[leans into Kanda's touch]

[hallucinogenetic]

Sure I do.

[imaginemeandyuu]

Then you can be wrong, I guess.

[hallucinogenetic]

[. . . gives him a little smile]

[imaginemeandyuu]

[...smiles back, almost melting]

Kiss me again, Yuu. Kiss me like you want to show me everything you are.

[hallucinogenetic]

[blinks a little, expression shifting into a slight frown]

[he glances away]

[imaginemeandyuu]

Yuu. I know you always do. That's not what I'm saying.

[hallucinogenetic]

[shakes his head]

I don't know.

[imaginemeandyuu]

Yuu, don't do that, look at me...

[hallucinogenetic]

Everything that I am? I don't know something like that.

[imaginemeandyuu]

Maybe we need to find that together.

[hallucinogenetic]

. . . sure.

[imaginemeandyuu]

Okay?

[reaches for his cheek]

That's the intention I mean.

[hallucinogenetic]

[leans in and meets his lips again]