Question Meme: Return of the Question Meme

[imaginemeandyuu]

LOOKS LIKE IT IS TIME FOR A QUESTION MEME AGAIN

for Alma and, if you want, Ur'ghaste /o/ Or just me as a RPer. Whatever I'm easy.

(Goin' to lunch, will start answering when I'm back)

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[unmaskedlizard]

I WANT TO KNOW IF THERE ARE ANY DISCREPANCIES IN THE RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN THE TWO ALLENS 8U or if alma notes any differences, compare/contrast for the 2 i guess??

or relationshp meme if there isn't much difference :x

[imaginemeandyuu]

He's closer to your Allen than Zazzle's Allen! Not through personality stuff but just how they've interacted so far. Which might seem hilarious given EVIL ALLEN and all but he's seen your Allen confronted with doing things he can't bear in himself and been able to sit down and just. Try to help him with that, and that means a lot to Alma! Other than that, there aren't major discrepencies towards how Alma feels towards them -- Allen in both cases is someone who saved the one thing for Alma which he wanted but thought could never be saved, his friendship with Kanda. He made it so Alma could die in private, with Yuu there with him, and knowing he'd never be used again. These two things basically mean that Allen has given more to Alma than anyone has ever done before, like. PUT TOGETHER. Everything anyone else has done, all added up, does not amount to a fraction of what Allen gave Alma. So in both cases, Allen is the one person Alma can completely trust with -- anything. Allen saw everything in him and loved him and helped him and worked against him to save him. He trusts both Allens far more than himself, or anyone else, and has complete faith in Allen's care for him. That is genuinely unshakeable. It's not that he puts Allen on a pedestal -- he also knows Allen is human and flawed and guilty and scared. But he has a complete first hand experience of being at the head of Allen trying to save someone and as far as Alma is concerned, he succeeded. So as far as that side of Allen is concerned, it doesn't need a pedestal -- Alma knows what Allen wants and is willing to do for people. Like he said when your Allen was upset over almost using his control over Akuma to blow Alma up, he's like. Yes but Allen that proves how much that would normally be anathema to you. With Allen he finds it impossible to see the surface level risk or things like that because he's been way too embedded in the flow of Allen's motivations and desperation.

ANYWAY so. On that level it's similar or the same because even though he didn't know Allen well at all he started from a position of Allen fucking going down with that ship. He didn't develop into trust through slow working up to it, he had Allen refuse to let him do what he wanted to do and shove that trust right onto him, so he's got it -- which is a good thing but means that the "early stage" of their relationship is one of incredible devotion and gratitude and trust! For both of them.

But! He sees them separately in the same way that he sees the Yuus separately -- that these "were" one person who branched. As I said before, this isn't a hard idea for him to grasp because of how his own brain. Is. Because the current Alma can exist! (I wish I had better terms because he doesn't view past Alma as "past" but "current", but a "current person whose experiences were forged in the past"). The current Alma exists because of the experiences he had -- of being amnesiac, of being raised in a lab, of being forced to synchronize, of being lonely, of being a wild child, of having to pursue Kanda. So he views Allens. They both were the same person, but since then, they have had different experiences, and that will affect them even while they are both still undeniably the person who is Allen Walker. That's how Alma views them.

He wants to be friends with "both" of them and wants to get close to both of them and views this as a separate endeavor, as a result. It's not like you can transfer that. Even if their motives are the same, he tells both he wants to be their friend because he can't just assume that since one said yes the other would, even if he had faith that would be so. He wants to understand them well, but views that as an even more separate endeavour because their experiences are different. And he's closer to yours because he's gone further on trying to understand your Allen and because they've worked more together and shared more together. IF THAT. MAKES SENSE.

He loves you Allen.

Please tell me Allen's feelings on Alma these days :3

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